past thoughts
October 8, 2008
Sometimes when I’m at work and I feel down, not inspired at all, that I just wanted to say something but I couldn’t express it well and it really frustrates me indeed, I find myself clicking the customized notes in my office email account and start to blurt out what I feel. I have just read it again and I just wanna post it here just to record my past thoughts. Somehow, I tend to assess myself why I was feeling that way before….
8/20/08
My heart wants to explode at this time. It’s aching. I feel like I’m alone but that’s what I wanted to be. I don’t want someone to know what I am feeling. I want them to know that I’m happy outside. This is my own burden . I’ll fix this myself.This is my problem . Anyway, they don’t care whatever my problem is. I just want to be motivated and get inspired. I am disappointed but what should I do. I got no voice to spill it out … it’s actually beyond my authority anymore.
8/28/08
I just can’t spill the words. My mind is kind of blank. All I want is I want to reach my goal.
9/2/08
I am fortunate having her into our lives. I still can’t believe she would offer that. I am so thankful to God . May He blesses her more. She deserves every blessing she receives.


