I didn’t act, so I lost…
October 9, 2008
Two days ago, I went straight home from office and I simply rode a jeep and just sit where there’s a space not even glancing who am I gonna be sitting with. Well, naturally, since we were all totally strangers to one another , as for me, I wouldn’t care the people around me. I don’t see their faces. It is as if no one surrounds me. What I usually do is just sit and start to get my purse and pay for my fare.
Suddenly I took a quick look who was probably sitting infront of me, and for the first time ( well I couldnt’t remember any longer when was the last time I got struck seeing someone! ..lol…) I got struck with the looks of a girl sitting in front of me. Actually, she was glancing on the other side of the road. And I believe at that very moment, I saw the most beautiful face in the whole wide world. She is a woman every man can be proud of to be with. Take note, she has a body too. Hey pardon me, I may sound describing her “too physical” but well basically , I don’t know the person much in the first place and the first thing that I would really notice on her is her looks. I think she’s tall too. She’s indeed a girlfriend material. I think she seems nice, decent and doesnt look like a flirty one. She’s a woman that deserves enormous respect from any other men.
As I kept on staring at her, well, once in a while I moved my eyes down pretending I was not staring at her . She, too once in a while, moved her eyes around the other passengers and I had one moment where we got our eyes met together. Funny of me, my mind was illogically thinking of an idea. An idea or a plan on how am I gonna meet her personally. How would I get her name? Her digits? Shall I follow and chase her til she goes down the jeep and I’ll go down too and once she’s been walking along the street, do I have the guts to call her attention and start to introduce myself, a lots of ideas that unfortunately, even one them never actually happened.
Knowing me, I got surprised and confused of myself too. The last time I kinda felt that was ,when I was on my second year college, with one of my new classmates. Anyways, I was the one who first reached my destination. I wish I would have not gone down and waited for her to go down first so I could have done what was playing on my mind while sitting in front of her. I felt bad for myself and sad as well, rarely of me to feel that way. I didn’t act , so I lost. I just wish, someday at a proper time, our path will cross again.
Yeah…. someday….. I hope…..
